first for 14

Such a long time since i last penned anything here. So, what has changed?
1. The year. Obviously.
2. Friends. Some have gone, some have stayed, some have been forgotten, sone are new.
3. Work. Wish i could say for the better (promotion, bloody high raise, etc.), but sadly no. Work is getting annoying and no longer enjoying it. Only you give me reason to stay and continue to eagerly wake up and come to the office everyday. Thank you for that my dear :-)

Welcome to the new year 2014 everyone. Yeah a month late.

long time no write

it would seem that i have left this part of my life behind. i missed this.

i missed reading bout my friends pouring their heart out.

why is everyone so far away.. me so sad 

People I miss

i saw them.
i saw you.
i saw us.
i saw all of us.
a sad happiness (does that even makes sense?) descends on me.
i love you peeps

12042011/2012

It seems like tomorrow has come
As if it had never gone
Bringing back memories of friends
Memories with a happy tune

It seems like tomorrow is approaching
As quickly as it had left
Reminding me of a new bond
Forged in friendship and in love

It seems like tomorrow is arriving
And a year blinks by
Thinking of you and me
Thank you for the gift
Gift of friendship

Happy anniversary dear friend
May it last 'til death do us apart, and beyond

Of hearts and Pains

Assalam..
Seems like a long time since the last time i posted here. been busy + too lazy. work is tiring.

Anyways, in light of recent events, i felt like i had to express these feelings somewhere.

On Saturday morning (25th Feb), my mom complained of back pains, so I sent her to the nearest hospital. After a couple of checkups n whatnots, the doctor called me in to explain. Turns out she had a mild heart attack the night before. I was like, "what?".. Since I was the only one at the hospital with my mom, i felt a bit of loss for words and didn't really know what to do.
 An ambulance ride later (which i admit i kinda enjoyed, despite the circumstances), we arrived at the National Heart Institute's emergency. The docs n nurses did what they had to do (I have no idea what), and after a long wait, my bro n cousin n I (they arrived half an hour after me) were called in to follow my mom to the ward.

i was feeling really lost. hell, what was i supposed to do? This isn't something you experience on a day to day basis. Thankfully my dad arrived around noon from Melaka (cancelling his weekend teaching workshop), and took things out of my hands.

I would be lying if I said i wasn't worried, and naturally my thought began to wander to the bad to worse to the morbid. ughh.. never leave me alone to mull things over.

So right now, waiting for the doctors to do whatever they need to do in the following days (still, i have no idea what) amongst the relatives from Shah Alam, Melaka and Johor that came to visit her.

This post may not be read by a lot of people but nevertheless, for those who do read it, I would really appreciate it if you could pray for her. Thanks. :)

2012

first post for this year. wishing a great happy new year to everyone! hoping for the best, hoping for success, hoping for love, hoping for a financially better year..

fairness and equality

life can be - and is - unfair. people, however CAN be fair if they choose to. when they say they're being fair but in reality they aren't, that's just plain hypocritical  and can be cause of an argument. and when it's someone you love and respect, it's even more so.

where are your promises of fairness? where are your words of equality for all? what happens to us now?

B*tches and their b*tchiness

You are a nuisance. You don't belong here. You are not welcome. And now you dare invite yourself to a family event? Have you no shame?

weekend well spent

previously mine is currently someone else's. good to see you happy.

rich man's world full of people watching the many ways to waste money.

all black met all gray at night and only went home after a figurative alarm sounded.

and that's how i spent my 3 day weekend.

weekends and weekdays

how fast a weekend flies by. sheesh.. can't someone invent a 5 day weekend and 2 day weekday? T_T