Of hearts and Pains

Assalam..
Seems like a long time since the last time i posted here. been busy + too lazy. work is tiring.

Anyways, in light of recent events, i felt like i had to express these feelings somewhere.

On Saturday morning (25th Feb), my mom complained of back pains, so I sent her to the nearest hospital. After a couple of checkups n whatnots, the doctor called me in to explain. Turns out she had a mild heart attack the night before. I was like, "what?".. Since I was the only one at the hospital with my mom, i felt a bit of loss for words and didn't really know what to do.
 An ambulance ride later (which i admit i kinda enjoyed, despite the circumstances), we arrived at the National Heart Institute's emergency. The docs n nurses did what they had to do (I have no idea what), and after a long wait, my bro n cousin n I (they arrived half an hour after me) were called in to follow my mom to the ward.

i was feeling really lost. hell, what was i supposed to do? This isn't something you experience on a day to day basis. Thankfully my dad arrived around noon from Melaka (cancelling his weekend teaching workshop), and took things out of my hands.

I would be lying if I said i wasn't worried, and naturally my thought began to wander to the bad to worse to the morbid. ughh.. never leave me alone to mull things over.

So right now, waiting for the doctors to do whatever they need to do in the following days (still, i have no idea what) amongst the relatives from Shah Alam, Melaka and Johor that came to visit her.

This post may not be read by a lot of people but nevertheless, for those who do read it, I would really appreciate it if you could pray for her. Thanks. :)